Sunday, January 18, 2009

Sando Boy






can't go any further... hahaha...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

IRRELIGIOUS BOREDOM

The mass has aged to be a tried and tested formula wherein at every beginning, man should reconcile himself to God: admitting his failures and recounting to himself and to other persons that he is weak. And they say, it is the reenactment of the history of salvation (Have we really been saved? From what?) It goes on with an enormous collection of liturgical prayers compiled in a so-called Sacramentary (indeed, with no variations at all) and ends with such prayers as well after the people received their share of a piece of thinly baked starch (something that is being taken for most of us, Catholics not anymore out of spiritual necessity but a Sunday habitual practice and a pretty cheap exchange for our generosity during the offertory). If people know the real meaning of what they are doing, I doubt.
I have just observed that people inside the Church has been transformed into religious puppets. They stand, sit and kneel when they are asked to and because everybody does exactly the same thing except for the priest who gets much of the exposure (He does most of the talking which are most of the time, because everything he says have no novelty, will let you find yourself in a trance, a blank stare when after which you find that you have not even realized, that the Mass is now about to end). Hence, it is not anymore a blunt thing to say if the religious celebration inside the Church has now become a center of boredom. It is because you already know what will happen. And the priests are now complaining that most of the people are attending Church services only in times of special occasions. It may be because sparks of novelty only arises in such times.
Such boredom is obvious in the way people behave inside the Church, devising acts that shows an unconscious protest: sleeping during the sermon, flirting with their girlfriends, texting while inside the Church, chatting with friends, donating a few bucks and of course, criticizing the priest in each and every way possible.
I am affected by the way I see people going to the church like a sheep seeking the help of a good shepherd and takes home nothing even a piece of what they are looking for. I don’t see the point now why the Church persistently claims that the apparent loss of meaning and identity of the people is brought about by modernity because it is not just the exact case. A Church who cannot even inspire people to be a better individual and seek for their life’s meaning also brought it about. It is the Church who laid the foundations of meaninglessness.
I may say that I’m an almost faithful Catholic. I seldom miss Sunday masses. But I said almost because people like me should see in such liturgical gatherings the importance of our life’s meaning and the importance of other people around us. I suppose, in the long span of time that I have been attending masses not to mention that when I was in the seminary, I am compelled to attend daily masses, it contributed to me a very little grasp of what is really necessary. It is because what matters most is not the host one receives during the communion but the way the individual would see himself after. It should be the heart of every celebration and I’m afraid we are attending a liturgical gathering comparable to a body ran by the mechanistic nature of the roman missal.

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Monday, January 12, 2009

Wasted

I cannot deny I feel wasted...
I cannot even see myself as a trump now but a trash.
I need to gather myself again until finally I'll be alright again...
But for whom?
Maybe, it's for the next person strong enough to crash down again my weak system.
I'm tired.

I want to rest.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

R C

The world has ever evolved in a pace so fast that it left men blaming men to be the culprit to the ever-growing meaninglessness. Few would have ever reckoned that it is still a human trait to assume that meaning in life should not be confined in a lifetime but even beyond. Hence, the birth of a belief of the afterlife and the one who holds it came about, a meaning in life projected into a life after death. It was not until the European enlightenment period that a formal claim of a critique of religion has come into light.
Now more than ever, the quest has headed us into asking whether the religion of today has retained its primordial role to initialize meaning in the life of communities and of individuals. Many philosophers of religion have tried insofar as they have perceived to look at the role of religion in a different light. Some of them were Martineau, Tiele, Otto, Tillich and Schelleirmacher. Most of them have dwelt upon the idea of a phenomenological encounter between the believer and the one that they believe in.
In this encounter, man seems to have the responsibility of discovery, a seeming invitation to transcend his nature and reach for the divine. And insofar as it teaches man to go beyond his own self, it verifies his personality to more than what has been before. The problem, however, is sometimes it falls like a coin in the pit hole of superficial religious rhetoric that is most of the time, not rooted in the ordinary and basic human concerns for existence.
We see then that Martineau would focus upon faith as a particular human concern. Central to this is free will and the primacy of motives, an expression of the self that manifests his relation to the world. The interpretation of the Divine is apparently reliant on the ethical demand, an invitation to act for a higher end. Such ethical demand is seen by Martineau as the continuing divine revelation. In this sense, Martineau focuses on the individual’s duty to follow the continuous divine revelation that must succeed over self-centered motives. Whether his act is good or bad is not a greatness solely vested upon the individual but also with the divine revealing himself in the person throughout the course of history.
Stepping forward to Schleiermacher, we see man in as if ‘paralyzed’ state being absolutely dependent on the divine. This paralysis is attributed by his supposedly finite existence sharing in the infinity of the divine. This presupposes an inward quest, similar to pantheism, seeing one’s finite existence partaking in an infinite whole. In this picture, man sees himself as small dot in the reality of things.
Moving on to Otto, we see the phenomenological lift of considering the feeling of awe and fear as religious experiences. It encompasses the idea of mysterious reality that is the “wholly other,” the idea of the holy. It places the individual in the sense of conflicting struggle amidst fear and fascination with the divine. Man sees himself as a mere onlooker of something great in front of him.
Tiele would look at religion centering on the disposition of the person involved. This involves one’s behavior that must be pure and reverential. In other terms, central to Tiele’s notion about religion is the idea of piety.
Though there are differences in the way these four philosophers look at religion, there is an apparent similarity which is an inevitable ideal role projected in a bigger reality apart or shared by oneself. The struggle is left upon the individual to attain it. What’s puzzling is the inevitable fact that person only sees his existence meaningful if see a bigger role to play and not just a bit part. If we’ll look at them more closely they are not answering the ultimate concern of this era where the struggle of man is laid in the conflict amidst the basic needs for existence and the quest for identity. Not all of us will experience the “mysterium” referred to by Otto nor see our will as a divine revelation or even look at ourselves as partakers of something more. Indeed we are awed by something great, we fear power but they can never be enough to answer the concerns of today. What this generation need then is a tangible and uncompromising religion, something that is not alien to his own existence. Such definition asks more from the believers more than they give tangible answers.
Moving on to Tillich, he emphasized on the individuality of the human being and the human experience starting on the process of becoming. Central to which is dealing with the Ultimate Concern. Tillich is rightful in asserting that we should not limit ourselves with symbols because we should always look beyond towards what they symbolize. Hence, religion must also be seen as a process of becoming. But then again, transcending to a new horizon is the responsibility of the believer.
Nice assertions as they may seem, they look at religion in a different perspective but the substance is lacking. Tillich may be right in asserting the indiduality of persons when it comes to religious concerns and that we should always look beyond. However, he failed to explain why more and more people are losing their faith in religion. Would this be because, they are not anymore grasping its relevance in their lives? Why such concern in the authenticity of religion keeps on bombarding several generations? If there is one main thing lacking of all the five, it is the fact that they may have failed to look on the political and empirical dimension of religion. No wonder then that we are finding it hard to look at their viability in answering today’s basic human concerns.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Five More to a Hundred.




To mark it down, this is my 95th post in this blogger account. I know that I don't have much of the share of the elite fans but I must admit that I'm happy that even if it seems that I'm the sole reader of my own accounts, I am expressing myself freely though some, I must admit, possess subtle meanings. That which, of course, I cannot say directly in an on-line page.

Anyway, the photo is now 4 years old... Have I changed a lot? I don't really know and much less would I care if not for the people around me.