No... I know I have to be afraid... I have to be afraid to fail... I have to be afraid to cause an outrage now that I hold things in my hand... I know I'm the most stupid person by not standing on my self-built principles... I know I am dumb to accept things I wanted to get over before... I am an idiot to accept responsibilities once more knowing that they are the source of my thousand deliriums... I got to stand upright but then I know I'll easily fall this time if I'll not be careful... And so, I have to be afraid...
My emotions are full and I know I am a fool... I'll never know. I did comprehend but I never seek to understand and I never learned... If things are not for me then why do they keep coming back... If they could just be gone then allow them to do so... I am afraid... Yes, I am... I am again at the edge of a cliff holding on a breakable vine... I have to rise up before I fell once more. I have to do good... I have to be responsible... I have to command myself... I have to be mature... But I am afraid... Afraid of anything that might hit my face on the way... Should I succeed this time or once more, break myself into pieces?
I may never be able to pick the pieces once more... So please don't let me be alone... Compromise with me... Stand by me... And I'll be ok...
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