1. Enroll for Masters. The working world has been piling up applicants for junks and I refuse to be left behind stinking in the working world’s trash bin. Hence, standards for competitiveness must be satisfied. And, oh school, I’m so excited to be back under your motherly care though I know I need to be more serious this time.
2. Find a Stable Job. More than anything else, I know for a fact that I’m not getting any younger and finding a niche is a must. It should be a working place where I can mature intellectually, grow socially and prosper financially… hehehe…
3. Be Relatively Independent. Financial independence is just one of my goals but total independence is another thing. In as far as my parents are still here, I still want to keep a healthy degree of submissiveness. For all I know, they may be outdated and may find it hard to understand our generation, but still, they only want what’s best for us.
4. Improve My Body Physique. A healthy body entails a thousand benefits. Needless to say, it can also satisfy my narcissist tendencies and a burning desire to look like a Chinese Greek god... (for a change) nyahaha...
5. Write my second novel and aspire for publication this time. I have written an amateur one before... Unfortunately, I lost the manuscript. I intend to write professionally now and offer it to the persons who have inspired me a lot… nyahahaha...
6. Have a photoshoot scheduled... If there's one thing that would easily pass through time, that would be a person's youth and looks, so I'd rather keep some souvenirs... hahaha...
7. TRAVEL. For so many years, I’ve stocked myself in the confines of Cordillera down to the fourth region (Palawan excluded). I’ve been in Mindoro once but I know there’s more to discover… Whether it’s inside the country or outside its premises, I’m in for the adventure this year.
8. Have a best bud. I must admit that I have never kept a best friend for years. Maybe because I’m afraid that I would be so vulnerable in knowing that another person is co-existing to be my walking diary. If it takes a lot of courage to be friendly yet to keep distant, it is also an act of bravado to expose ourselves into a check and balance.
9. Be serious with lots of things this time. Yes, life is not all work and no play but it is also not all play and no work. Striking a healthy balance is essential and I know I have intentionally forgotten the rule just for the sake of fun. Uh-oh… *wink.
10. Renew my relationship with God. I know that in the end all would be nothing without Him. Keeping the faith in this world is a real challenge but I’m up to restore myself in Him. He has done remarkable things for me in the past. Let this year be a year of thanksgiving and a sign that I will be forever gracious.
trapped under the spell of love... how can I ever go away?
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About Me
- The Heir Of The Overman
- I am a dreamer who does not exactly know what to dream of. Bounded by this confusing realm, I discovered that a little experience of today brings forth a vision of the next or of who I would want to be. It might sound a little awkward but even if I am on the twenty-first year of my existence, I still do not know how to make a straightforward answer to the silly childish question of what would I like to be when I grow up. I know that deep inside, I am a lonely man who only knows one thing and that presupposes a deep raging of war between happiness and sadness in my stupid and lonely heart. I know that I am very much a part of the entire history of things, that I am part of today but I do not want to be a corrosive part when today would already be referred to as yesterday, easily to be taken as something that would pass. I want to break free and spread my wings by making a difference. I am not a saint. I am just me, a weak and helpless being but still, there is much of me that should be given away, still much should be shared and I want to share it as long as I live. And only then I could tell myself what I really wanted, by making a difference.
And they look at me
... just like an ordinary traveller by the sidewalk of death
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Any fresh news my friend?
You still about, friend???
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